After Matt and I returned from our trip to Costa Rica, I told Jake that I couldn't continue whatever it was that we were doing. I really wanted to focus on my marriage. I really wanted to at least give it everything I had and then if it still failed, it wouldn't be because of some fling. It would truly be because it just wasn't going to work. Jake, being the guy he is, completely accepted that.
I ran into Jake a few times over the past couple of years and it was usually awkward. Seeing him is so difficult. One would think that I would run straight into his arms once Matt and I split, but I had my reasons for not doing that. Besides, last I heard he was in a relationship.
I haven't seen Jake in almost a year. He is going to be at my cousin Liz's wedding tonight. Liz is marrying Preston. Preston is Jake's first cousin. I hope I can hold myself together.
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